Letting Go

I haven't really blogged in a couple weeks because the craziness of my life. I have made 2 twin size quilts, supervised Maddy's spring quilt which is halfway binded (did I mention it is a double king ;0), been entirely busy with house projects, church projects, homeschool projects, discipline projects and a total confusion of how to reign everything back into control!!

I NEED A TIME OUT, just so I can catch up....

Well I have come to a peace about stepping away from some leadership roles I perform at our church. I realized that I gave up my job last May in order to create less stress and be with my kids full time. Well the time I freed up I have systematically filled with ministry and projects outside my home! I am sure there is some psychological statement in there somewhere, but I don't care to ponder on it.

I thought I might feel regret with leaving these ministries that I helped build, but suprisingly I feel only peace and relief about the change. I need to stop the business of all our obligations, and I say that in a loose manner since my only true obligation is to my family, and focus on what MY family needs from me.


Well I am off to rock my baby to sleep and read a bedtime story to the girls.